Heart "Cold"

Perception is any & everything.
What is being perceived is up for interpretation
Shall I trust what my eyes believe they see
or for what my heart may feel
but my heart doesn't feel
my mind thinks
YES
but my heart can not feel
for that is not a function I am accustomed to
Who is right?
Maybe everyone is wrong
Maybe I'm to complex in every sense of the word
Maybe?

Procrastination is a bish!

Ugh, I am back in school after taking a year off..and I tell you TIME WAITS FOR NO MAN OR WOMAN! & things are back in full force!!! School didn't care that I was out of the loop for a year and it's starting to whoop my tail..unlike others who have semesters to get their act together I only have 9 weeks!! That's right every nine weeks I have two classes. I'm not complaining about that. This gives me a chance to catch up on all that I missed & still graduate on time but damn time is whopping my ass and my effort is starting to come up short. Guess it's time to re-evaluate some things and get my "procrastination" problem under control considering I really don't have the "time" to. There it goes again. That "time" thing keeps showing up...It's like an never ending race and as soon as I come to the finish line some jack ass yanks it up and moves it 50 more yards ahead. Right when I thought I was through I have to find some strength to continue this race that I thought was over. Even when I thought I gave all I could..I have to dig deeper..hmmm this sounds like LIFE doesn't it lol...Oh well...it's not like I can catch time that I have lost. BUT OH WHAT IF I COULD!!! Now that would be interesting ;-) *MUAH*

Teddy Pendergrass

Teddy Pendergrass was a soul singer who lost his battle with colon cancer yesterday at the mere age of 59. He was a well known "sex symbol" in the 70's and 80's way before my time but his music still stands as strong as when it was released. His strong baritone voice lives through our speakers still today....You are a soul legend that will be missed by young and old ;-)

"I prefer my liquor dark and a mean white slut."

Softly as if I played piano in the dark
Found a way to channel my anger not to embark
The world's a stage and everybody's got to play their part
God works in mysterious ways so when he starts
the job of speaking through us we be so sincere with this here
No drugs or alcohol so I can get the signal clear as day
Put my glock away I got a stronger weapon
that never runs out of ammunition so I'm ready for war okay- Outkast

Late Night Cravings

So lately I haven't been able to sleep, it's like my body craves the night, the moonlit skies, the beautiful stars..most importantly the silence it brings around me..the feeling of loneliness may get to others but it is my comfort zone, where I am allowed to think freely, speak without ridicule..to be alone is not a bad thing..my heart seeks the night..and the night seeks me ;-)

HAWKS BEAT THE CELTICS TONIGHT!!!

So as you know I'm I'm from Atlanta and I rep my home-team hard...and I love me some basketball...Yes they beat them 93-85!!!!! Jamal Crawford scored 18 points including two 3 pointers in the 4th quarter. Catch them tomorrow when they play Orlando..pulling for another win.

Art that inspires ♥ -Love Struggle

When I saw this picture "Love Struggle" came to mind. How many of us struggle daily with the concept of love?? Struggle with loved ones in our life??? Struggle with keeping the love?? Struggle with sharing love?? Struggle with finding love?? Whomever you are we've all been faced with one if not all of these struggles but it's up to us as to how we deal with these struggles. Do we simply just give up, do we fight for what we think we should have, or do we sit back and relax and let "love" find us. Me personally I fight, I guess I'm a born fighter because I've been fighting for what I feel is right and what I feel is owed to me. Don't get me wrong I don't feel as if the world is owed to me but everyone is entitled to their own opinion and my opinion is that we all have a certain entitlement it's up to you if you get it or not. You may ask what I feel my entitlement is in this "struggle" we call LOVE. Mine is respect! I demand respect from anyone who even seeks to find the source of my LOVE. Amongst other things I am entitled to compassion, trusting, and everlasting LOVE. What do you feel that you are entitled to in this "struggle" we call love??

Guns, Gilbert, & Foolishness!

So get this y'all Wizards Arenas was suspended over guns in the locker room...yes you read right his monkey butt brought guns to the locker room..I mean seriously with the exception of law enforcement what job can you bring guns to work at. Did he think because he was famous that he gets a pass...that's a big a** NEGATIVE! The NBA's commissioner David Stern suspended Arenas indefinitely...with each game he misses he stands to lose 147,200 dollars of the 16. 2 million he will earn this season. I have no sympathetic words for this fool..he claimed the guns were unloaded and he was storing them in his locker to get them out of his home after his daughters birth.,.personally I'm not buying that s*** because that's what safes and lock boxes are for. I'm pretty sure he could have found somewhere and something to put those guns in to keep them away from his daughter!!! Oh well we shall see how this plays out......*rolls eyes*

So we just giving out shows???

So Fantasia has a show now...may I ask why?? Of course we all know it's probably to help with publicity...but I just don't get it...What do these television producers of VH1 think when they come out with show ideas and pitches...I just can't imagine someone pitching a show about Fantasia to me..hey it could be good..You all definitely will be hearing from me once it airs *rolls eyes*

Ratchet Foul Women

Okay I have a problem with women who will take care of themselves before they do for their children...I have a question??? I mean is it the children fault that they were brought into this world by a no good parent..."NO" for instance imagine walking into your local grocery store and you see a woman: hair done, nails done, outfit on point..and then you see her three kids trailing behind her their hair not combed and dirty clothes..now I have a daughter and I REFUSE to let her out the house looking any kind of way..you will catch me in sweat pants and a t-shirt before I let my child go without..I understand a woman has needs to but when you become a parent doesn't one's needs change??? Aren't your needs and priorities to take care of one's child(ren) FIRST..ugh hence my title..RATCHET FOUL WOMEN MAKE ME SICK!!!!

HUMP DAY!!

It's HUMP DAY (Wednesday) and I just wanted to hope everyone has and will continue to have a great week ;-) *MUAH*